August 2010
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January 2010
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Just want to give everyone a heads-up.
I’m movin’ on. I’ve unfollowed people here but refollowed on the new account. Posts here are probably going to be made private as I get about to it. email still works, messages are still enabled, if you want to contact me or can’t find me or something.
oh lol.
my life has gone right past ridiculous and right back into ridiculous.
that said, for personal reasons i’m considering moving (metaphorical, internet) house. there are, i think, issues w/ how i present myself here that i’m not sure how to resolve, and beyond that there are certain issues of exposure, mostly that this username is the same as one which is now connected to me irl through...
Carl Sagan's Cosmos is available on netflix...
upon figuring this out, my voice went up three octaves, i squeaked DUDE and almost fell out of my chair.
for whatever reason he solves my bad moods.
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What one thing are you exceptionally bad at?
time management. paying attention. answering emails. not substituting cigarettes, tea, coffee, gum, bacon and/or ice cream for meals.
Ask me anything
and, apparently, following instructions.
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I was the one who posted the Dear Old Love entry about having cancer, the one in which you responded and wished me well. Thank you for your kind thoughts. I had an operation and am totally cured. Thought you would want to know.
oh jeez i’m so glad for you! I was really happy to read this. Thanks for dropping a line, and I hope you’re happy and healthy in the new...
errr
so, i’m pretty sure i’m now officially the last of my friends to get on T. i don’t even have a scrip. i don’t even know if i want a scrip! i’ve had three therapists offer (including a therapist who is not mine) but tbh i’m not sure it’s a thing i want to do! i’m putting that right out there and saying it— i transitioned years ago, i have RLE,...
confession:
with the exception of a ferry ride to canada, I haven’t travelled outside the country since I learned to speak.
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“It’s not when you realise that nothing can help you—religion, pride,...”
– Faulkner, The Sound and the Fury.
questions of today, in no real order:
-am i really cool enough to mess with EZ?
-would getting a Michael Pollan book on tape be horribly damaging or just interesting?
-more tea? (MORE TEA.)
- am I going into work tomorrow? do I even care?
-how much does sewing cost?
-are giant turtlenecks in? do i just want one because i am sleepy and cold and i want to hide from the world?
-how is dog so cute.
-is there a runway fashion blog...
lostintransmission:
fuckyeahnerdfighters:
...
i have not really watched much television today.
HOWEVER. in the television i DID watch? they killed off two of my favorite ladies. what the hell.
at this current moment, i'm kind of excessively...
so i wanna know: what’s making you all grin tonight?
“When my husband died, because he was so famous and known for not being a...”
– Ann Druyan, talking about her dead husband Carl Sagan (via savagemike) (via atheistramblings) (via hardcorejudas) (via raptorinside) (via nosceteipsum) (via tiredofbeingignored)
um. i love this. i have no idea how i feel abt the after life but this is how i feel about THIS life. and it’s...
Pretty much the entire top right quadrant of my right foot is swollen and blue. and yeah i’ve kinda been showing everyone. it’s taken a lot of restraint not to take a picture for the internet.
i feel like crap. i’m lonely, apparently my eating has gotten so obviously bad (read, not really existent) that today my boss pretty much put a piece of pizza in my hand and told me to eat it and yesterday made sure i bought and ate lunch, too, and tonight in the shower i knocked my fucking sister’s shampoo bottle off the shelf and onto my food and it’s already blue and swelling...
is a dream a lie if it don’t come true / or is it... →
real and serious trigger warning — reading this made me feel physically ill, ngl — but i can’t exactly say what for, so:
basically, it’s about a transwoman who, after being hit my a car, is detransitioned by her doctors and the relations in charge, and the importance of end-of-life/medical legal documents wrt to transpeople. but please heed the warning here and in the...
i so cannot make myself care about the prop 8...
like, it doesn’t even make me want to get my law on, and i will generally speaking do that at the drop of a hat. i mean, i’m totally interested in the precedent the case will set, and v. interested in how that influences other legal spheres. just not the actual law of the case itself. or anything abt the case itself. i am so burnt out on “same-sex” marriage (I don’t...
One must live for the needs of the day; in other words become oblivious.
Listening to Diane Cluck at werk.
the last thing i want to do right now:
closertotheocean:
go to work.
for truth.
ffff...
ugh ugh ugh ugh the triggering bullshit @ work has gotten so bad that i’m srsly dreading having to come in. today, someone said that she wants ketosis. KETOSIS IS WHEN YOU ARE HIGH AND SORT OF ROTTING BECAUSE YOU ARE STARVING. IT IS A BAD THING. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU. it needs to ease up soon or else i’m going to have to confront someone and tbh i really don’t...
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what?
so, i had a shit day at work and i want to come home and watch a swedish horror film. ok, done. i get to the subtitle menu (because, a, i don’t know swedish, and b, i can’t actually parse* just the sound of the movie) and there are THREE DIFFERENT OPTIONS. there are “english subtitles”, “english subtitles (theatrical)”, and “english narrative...
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my coworkers and clients DEFINITELY need to talk...
i’m still not sure how i managed to come home and eat dinner after that fucking trainwreck.
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cut for possibly triggering crazy
so, like most of the time when i return to here from extended stays other places, i’m currently so crazy that i’ve made myself physically ill. can’t breathe, acid taste in mouth, stomach pains, queasiness, tension aches, heart palps, vision issues, whole nine yards, combined with psychosomatic paralysis (i know there is a better word for this...
First song on shuffle was wicked little town. MLIA.
i leave tomorrow.
ihatethismess:
ohwellthisisnice:
goodbye chicago, goodbye friends, goodbye not feeling lonely and wretched
byeeee!
why are you leaving?
because I don’t live here? maybe I should. but either way i am just visiting. by eight tomorrow night I’ll be back on the lonely coast.
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i leave tomorrow.
goodbye chicago, goodbye friends, goodbye not feeling lonely and wretched
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wish me luck?
so, from approximately an hour from now until late Tuesday I will be sharing a rather small 1br apt with another anorexic. the one who was one of the factors in my last relapse. ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
typo of the day:
mine is an evil luau.
Why do people smoke camels. STOP IT PEOPLE.
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ihatethismess:
also, I just looked and according to FL 2006 384.30 persons over 13 yrs of age can consent to mental health treatment w/ the exception of psychiatric drugs and “other somatic methods” until vists exceed once a week, at which point parental consent is required. /law nerd
Sounds peachy keen, but my mom isnt into that whole therapy thingy.
I’m breaking out last chance to lose...
why am i in chicago in january. why did i think this was a good idea. why why why so cold.